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	2002.12.25  15.11 all for LIN.Z whoop whoop good days and bad days good sunsets and rain get back to sd and be my homie ummm..yeah this post is for you cos i think youre the only ne that reads this all the better, lil miss bodacious sweet dreams ps: i didnt get that dream recap, but please dont be angry...lj sucks and sadly that is a fact of life.

	2002.12.18  10.22 christmas shopping yesterday with anton in hillcrest much fun was had..and rain and almost all of my shopping is done except for the folks, but whats new. friday cant come fast enough! and, i think i found a car to buy. but, i have no way of getting to the guys house to look at it and make sure i want it. its sooooo cool though. oh so very 80s. umm, word up for the houndstooth as i have added a new fuzzy coat to the collection. umm, first of 3 secret santas today.... hope she like the gift co i know i do.

	2002.12.15  18.03 he made me cry and didnt know to wipe the tear'

	2002.12.15  17.19 laziness in the head and craziness on the fingertips a very decent weekend emotion-wise. its so hard to hear things you know but choose to ignore be spelled out in words. so hard to turn your back on that.... what the hell am i doing with my life? a big thank you to one miss elizabeth williams. she gave me the desire to pick up my discouraged camera once again. the freedom that lies ahead is mind-numbingly spine-tinglingly wonderful. breath breathe breath black hole sun.

	2002.12.14  11.28 wow. this is crazy to look back at. im surprised its still here. im surprised to see how different i feel about so many things, and how my views have changed. welcome back, kiddos.

	2002.06.23  08.44 hello? i wonder if this thing is still alive. i just logged in..and...we'll see. i hope not.

	2002.03.26  19.31 why god dammit i had fun today. i had fun. get off my back. power trips are the worst things to encounter. spring break. tuesday. curfew? oh right, just because i have no real curfew, its okay to tell me to be home by 6 o'mother-fucking-clock in the afternoon. apparently its also okay to tell me that you are my parent. you have known me for 10 years. and you claim to be the only person whos been a parent to me. wait...parental relation ships:if not forced by blood....isnt the element of love important? you've taught me absolutly nothing worth value. you are racist and have no quams with throughing racial slurs my direction. you think its wierd that i have friends that happen to be homosexual. but, fuck it all, yer handy in the craft-room, i suppose you qualify as a good 'parent' oh wait...remeber those two sons of yours? oh, its okay if you forgot about them, its understandable....THEY MOVED HALF-WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY TO GET AWAY FROM YOU. your other son? the mommas boy who has no friends and cant stick up for himself? you definatly get a gold star under the parent category..in my book at least. you are over-barring and have purposly driven a barrier between me and my father. before you came along...we had a great time. he was a wonderful dad. maybe he couldnt make cool halloween costumes for us...but he did everything perfectly and asked for nothing in return. but that wasnt good enough for the brady-bunch image you want to project. a good parent: no. manipulating? absolutly fabulous. fuck....up until know, i thought i was most understood by you. i mean...bravo.....you are absolutly fabulous at what you do. you have everybody in the palm of your hand. its actually quite sickening. i feel an overwhelminmg need to burn everything you have ever touched. you are a pathetic being. you understand nothing...and creat a facade so that people feel honored to be around you. i bet you cant even stand yer own reflection. i dont blame you. go away. forever. give life back to those who deserve it. Mood: pissed off

	2002.03.25  12.24 no more no more today a fabulous chance at a wonderful day crushed away pounded out whisked away thought about the splendid approaches a fresh new day a brand new way a sample of myself over over over over again play it some more scratch it up lay it hard no matter what this fresh new day the same as the old way cant escape it this confined cooridor of life ruins my hopes wants possibilities its time to move on not in circles Mood: hurt Music: black heart procession: a light so dim

	2002.03.17  21.32 umm.......... theres this bad ass "sing a long" rocky-esque touring preformance of the sound of music in kensington. i was gonna go with my step mom and grandma..and we were takin kat too and it was gonna be tubular. butt...........no "this preformance is sold out" ohhh well...next weekend.........it was funny though to see a buncha nuns running around. so...scratch that. add in a dallop of shopping in hillcrest and what could be greater (playin golf with a gator aside that is.) ooOo then me and kat....after scorin some buys...eating ice cream...kats first shot of wheatgrass we meandered over to rite aid where we engaged in "theraputic shoe olympics" .if you will, and a nice round of dodgeball ..... it was swell. any who...i need to laundry...and quite possibly homework......later gater lator gator Music: brrrrr its cold-the baby-less mothers

	2002.03.13  15.45 "Like women in general, like Aries women in particular, like redheaded Aries women in greater particular, she loathed to be misunderstood. Injustice against others outraged her, injustice against herself set her to boiling like brimstone soup. After the sacrifices she had made, after the extremity of her commitment, to then be scolded like an errant tot, to be lectured condescendingly, to have her love, their love regarded frivolously was simply intolerable. The one man who might know how to make love stay--or so she'd thought--had behaved as if the moon were his personal wheel of cheese, and once again her heart's natural inclination to contemplate romantic grandeur had been interrupted by the mundane, betrayed by the egotistical. Never again, by Jesus!" --from the genius that is Still Life With Woodpecker by Tom Robbins-- wholy cow...ima buy a whollotta polaroid film and it will be splendid. somebody stole my razor scooter from school..im gonna cry. bastards oh how i loved today...forgetting about all the parts i didnt love............ i filled about ten pages in my new picture book..none of which contain the word sassy.mwa goddamn..i must go Mood: indifferent Music: Creta Bourzia-Maggot Pride

	2002.03.11  21.10 right then i came to this whole live journal establishment for some reason some time ago i have now forgotten why...but i have fun shoes and a fun feeling inside and wishing all my fun plans would work out for me for once and not have some "friend" steal all of my funness but it wont happen again cos ive got a rabbit of a different type up my sleeve now and the horizon is coated in thick-edged multi-colored waste of time beautiful oblivioness and it looks great from here as hard as it used to be to bring myself to say it...things arent lookin all that bad from here so buck up alright think about all the fun....stolen or whole and think about electricity running through your eyesockets and sit bac take a deep breath eveyknow and then become

	2002.03.04  11.08 fuck......i lost my monologue....oh well hmmmmmmmmmm..i wish i had someone here who could tell me a funnie story. Mood: apathetic Music: waaaaaaaaaaaaay to quite in the library

	2002.03.02  18.23 yaya..last night was a lovely adventure with maggie... we went and visited nick jackson at work....it was great then i came home and i talked to my dad for close to and hour and half or so. it was nice. i think thats the first time thats every happened..it was like meeting my dad for the first time. hes an okay guy. then this morning i woke up and went to sat clas...yes...10a on a saturday...ahhhhhhhhh then rehersal..and now im bored. i started messing around with a buncha pictures.........anywho..no rftc for me tonite Mood: cold Music: vice squad

	2002.02.27  20.52 yaya today was great school was bullshit...followed by adventures in ob..... tidepools farmers market....tulips, cacti, mini-pies and apple boy souplantation........haha..you like the juice............ dont listen to tool aight? um yea.....fun fun fun ....very photographic day with no camera.... film is definatly a plus but right now is acting as a minus well, im leaving my computer now, you should too Mood: rejuvenated

	2002.02.26  08.52 jigga what? Mood: none, or other

	2002.02.25  09.05 hey hey we're the monkees............. yesterday was a fun lizs birthday adventure....and i got a really good cd...sorry kevin !! and.....blaaaahh..its too early, a monday nontheless ahh well..time to hunt down a momologue. you should come to the farmers market on wednesday......aight foo late, yo Mood: sleepy Music: erica talking and talking and talking

	2002.02.18  19.29 i think ima go upstairs now i dunno tho it really could go either way... wait, scratch that...from here, the stairs only go up.... we'll see tho Music: drive like jehu

	2002.02.16  19.12 weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee new pics

	2002.02.16  18.01 woo hoo hair cuttin fun+pictures=day with liz you had better fire yer bon tonite,......i know i am

	2002.02.11  15.51 freedom. and im sitting here doing nothing. liberate yourself--trading spaces is on in 10 minutes. hell yes linZ.....you must call me. or somehow we must hang out this long weekend. i dont care how. i dont care when. i dont care what.i miss you.

	2002.01.29  14.51 a products only requires 10% calcium to be considered an excellent source of calcium. that is total abuse of the word excellent.

	2002.01.21  11.08 new books bowled the best game long shower late night hour crossed my fingers please dont be a singer let me type without looking answer the phone nope mabey tommarow thats everyday by now

	2002.01.08  15.05 i got a rachet..even tho i dont know how to spell it yes...its odd...ive gone quite awhile sleeplessly..and im not tired at all. ima fraid for when its all gonna hit me. 3 more weeks=freedom=wow=i cant remember what its like to not be grounded=another wow=a really big WOW=im done with stuff being equal=adios

	2002.01.07  15.16 LIKE OMG GIRL, WHAT IS UP? wow. today was..as im sure you know the first day back at school. it went by sooooooooooooo sl.. haha..you thought i was gonna say it went by sooo slow...didntcha? it actually wasnt that bad. i have a lot of hw, tho. i guess its not really that much, but i planon doing all of the hw i have..which is out of character. i usually only do 1st period work at home..and the rest at school. well..thats all it was nice chattin with friends i hadnt seen for awhile... 2 weeks is a really long small amount of time

	2002.01.06  23.39 yaaaaaaaaaaaawn muh...school bright AND early. grr...homework hard AND boring. poo...house cold AND freezing. shh...washing machine loud AND slow. tss...boy cute AND nice Come get your fortune read! Created by ptocheia